kajoemanis

I’m a woman who’s enjoying my motherhood now. I used to think that motherhood was scary like a dark old stony cave, where you can’t see anything but darkness. No more freedom, no more happiness, no more future, no more whatsoever. Nevertheless, I have a much better view on it now: It’s like walking in a beautiful forest with sun rays falling through the tree leaves, where you can smell the Nature’s fragrance and experience the challenge it gives you at the same time – and yet you’re not afraid of anything at all. It is totally deliberating!

Despite of being a mother, I’m a woman who would challenge you to see me as an enigmatic person. People often see me as a peace provider, someone who can’t decide for herself. However, I would like to invite you to take a closer look. I’m just a woman who gives you contradictions – which always regarded as inconsistency most of times, for inconsistency is the basic nature of contradiction. It comes from the battles within my heart and others’. I also want to capture ongoing moments, happening between imagination and reality, dream and fact, before and after. In short, I want to be a witness of Life.

The relation between me and this blog is this blog is my sanctuary, where I can be invisible and visible at the same time, to be me and to be someone else, or simply relive all the characters I’ve met in my life through my works to spoil my readers imagination by providing contradictions as vivid as possible. Despite the writing style and errors I make in my works, I want to write with soul. One soul for one work piece. In the end, when my soul has been all absorbed in my works, I will rest in peace.